Do I believe in God? Maybe not fully in the Christian sense. Am I a follower of Jesus? Maybe more… Read more Fundamentalist Hypocrisy
Tag: abuse
Withered Healing
Does it ever stop…. The pain, the panic, the fear… Just knowing the possibility they may be near? The racing… Read more Withered Healing
I Was Faking the Whole Time
Its hard. When old issues flare up. And you’re once again fearing that you will lose those that you love.… Read more I Was Faking the Whole Time
I Used to Identify as a Trauma Response….
Identity has never been easy for me… My life has been filled with people pushing labels and telling me that… Read more I Used to Identify as a Trauma Response….
mtDNA Day
Happy Mother’s Day, the day we celebrate the person who passed down their mtDNA, or maybe someone else who fills… Read more mtDNA Day
A Heads Up Would Have Been Nice…
No one warns you… About how sometimes the hardest part of healing is actually experiencing positive emotions. About how finally… Read more A Heads Up Would Have Been Nice…
Formerly Forever Alone (TBD)
Relationships are hard…. Especially so when you’ve never really been in a real one… Sure there was the one that… Read more Formerly Forever Alone (TBD)
Was he right?
When the PTSD gets bad… So does the gut-wrenching fear that he was right.. That no one else will ever… Read more Was he right?
Keep Bleeding…
For those of us who have been traumatized greatly by the people who were supposed to love us, dating isn’t… Read more Keep Bleeding…
I didn’t see them, but they bit me anyways….
I didn’t see them, the bugs, but they bit me anyways…. I suppose that’s what it’s like when we disassociate… Read more I didn’t see them, but they bit me anyways….