Life is filled with expectations….. Expectations that have always caused me trouble. As someone born female, I was pushed to… Read more What did you expect?
Tag: alone
I Was Faking the Whole Time
Its hard. When old issues flare up. And you’re once again fearing that you will lose those that you love.… Read more I Was Faking the Whole Time
Formerly Forever Alone (TBD)
Relationships are hard…. Especially so when you’ve never really been in a real one… Sure there was the one that… Read more Formerly Forever Alone (TBD)
Space Filler
How does one learn to reach out when they have never been able to depend on anyone? When they simply… Read more Space Filler
Was he right?
When the PTSD gets bad… So does the gut-wrenching fear that he was right.. That no one else will ever… Read more Was he right?
A Struggle to Forget You
I find it hard to believe That you didn’t want me With what I felt between us The natural chemistry… Read more A Struggle to Forget You
Tonight Will Be The Night That I Won’t Fall For You…
I think I’ve finally broken to the point of feeling uncomfortable with the uncertainty of where a romantic or sexual… Read more Tonight Will Be The Night That I Won’t Fall For You…
2:24am
Why did I wake up so early? Instantly thinking of you? Someone to whom I mean nothing… Why do our… Read more 2:24am
Keep Bleeding…
For those of us who have been traumatized greatly by the people who were supposed to love us, dating isn’t… Read more Keep Bleeding…
I’m Happy You Don’t Know My Hell But…..
Do you know what it’s like? Living with hell inside your head, While everyone is telling you to just get… Read more I’m Happy You Don’t Know My Hell But…..