I kept trying… Because they acted as if they could never love me otherwise. I kept trying to be with… Read more Penetrative Trauma
Tag: hesitation
I Was Faking the Whole Time
Its hard. When old issues flare up. And you’re once again fearing that you will lose those that you love.… Read more I Was Faking the Whole Time
A Heads Up Would Have Been Nice…
No one warns you… About how sometimes the hardest part of healing is actually experiencing positive emotions. About how finally… Read more A Heads Up Would Have Been Nice…
Heat of Hope
How do I tell you… That all I want is to be held by your arms? Wrapped around me so… Read more Heat of Hope
Speaking of Emotions…
My son struggles with emotional regulation and occasionally has outbursts at school, so on the way to drop him off… Read more Speaking of Emotions…
Haunted
Show me… What I mean.. And that I’m something Something more than just a body To fill the freezing void… Read more Haunted
Running Questions…
I often wonder, If people know that the things they say or do to protect themselves do a damage that… Read more Running Questions…
Space Filler
How does one learn to reach out when they have never been able to depend on anyone? When they simply… Read more Space Filler
What if I am Nothing?
I help people on the worst days of their life And fought hard to get out of mine Leaving behind… Read more What if I am Nothing?
Can We Talk About Sex Babyy (and also trauma)
Can we talk about sex for a moment? About how it can be hard when it actually means something? Especially… Read more Can We Talk About Sex Babyy (and also trauma)
Dare To Bee Crazy 