Life is filled with expectations….. Expectations that have always caused me trouble. As someone born female, I was pushed to… Read more What did you expect?
Tag: rejection
Penetrative Trauma
I kept trying… Because they acted as if they could never love me otherwise. I kept trying to be with… Read more Penetrative Trauma
I Was Faking the Whole Time
Its hard. When old issues flare up. And you’re once again fearing that you will lose those that you love.… Read more I Was Faking the Whole Time
mtDNA Day
Happy Mother’s Day, the day we celebrate the person who passed down their mtDNA, or maybe someone else who fills… Read more mtDNA Day
A Heads Up Would Have Been Nice…
No one warns you… About how sometimes the hardest part of healing is actually experiencing positive emotions. About how finally… Read more A Heads Up Would Have Been Nice…
Running Questions…
I often wonder, If people know that the things they say or do to protect themselves do a damage that… Read more Running Questions…
Space Filler
How does one learn to reach out when they have never been able to depend on anyone? When they simply… Read more Space Filler
Tonight Will Be The Night That I Won’t Fall For You…
I think I’ve finally broken to the point of feeling uncomfortable with the uncertainty of where a romantic or sexual… Read more Tonight Will Be The Night That I Won’t Fall For You…
2:24am
Why did I wake up so early? Instantly thinking of you? Someone to whom I mean nothing… Why do our… Read more 2:24am
Keep Bleeding…
For those of us who have been traumatized greatly by the people who were supposed to love us, dating isn’t… Read more Keep Bleeding…
Dare To Bee Crazy 