Do I believe in God? Maybe not fully in the Christian sense. Am I a follower of Jesus? Maybe more… Read more Fundamentalist Hypocrisy
Tag: relationship trauma
Withered Healing
Does it ever stop…. The pain, the panic, the fear… Just knowing the possibility they may be near? The racing… Read more Withered Healing
Penetrative Trauma
I kept trying… Because they acted as if they could never love me otherwise. I kept trying to be with… Read more Penetrative Trauma
I Was Faking the Whole Time
Its hard. When old issues flare up. And you’re once again fearing that you will lose those that you love.… Read more I Was Faking the Whole Time
I Used to Identify as a Trauma Response….
Identity has never been easy for me… My life has been filled with people pushing labels and telling me that… Read more I Used to Identify as a Trauma Response….
A Heads Up Would Have Been Nice…
No one warns you… About how sometimes the hardest part of healing is actually experiencing positive emotions. About how finally… Read more A Heads Up Would Have Been Nice…
Formerly Forever Alone (TBD)
Relationships are hard…. Especially so when you’ve never really been in a real one… Sure there was the one that… Read more Formerly Forever Alone (TBD)
Space Filler
How does one learn to reach out when they have never been able to depend on anyone? When they simply… Read more Space Filler
Tonight Will Be The Night That I Won’t Fall For You…
I think I’ve finally broken to the point of feeling uncomfortable with the uncertainty of where a romantic or sexual… Read more Tonight Will Be The Night That I Won’t Fall For You…
Keep Bleeding…
For those of us who have been traumatized greatly by the people who were supposed to love us, dating isn’t… Read more Keep Bleeding…
Dare To Bee Crazy 